What have I learned About Me Lately

As strong and independent as I think I am I’m not. I’ve recently come to realise I can’t do all I can to resolve everything that life throws at me and that has been tough to swallow.

Thinking like this has worked for me for a while but in reality all that has happened deep down inside is I have become a shadow of my former self and now no one recognises me, not even my own family. I thought I was doing a good job and the right thing most of the time but alas not.

It’s funny but thinking back to when I was in my honeymoon phase of my relationship I felt like I was invincible and I could conquer the world, and up until now I have. I’ve tried not to let anything or one get in my way of what I wanted and succeeded.

But now as I’m approaching forty (18 months or so) It has dawned on me I’m not doing as well as I thought or could be doing, so as of today or maybe tomorrow I’m starting a fresh, a new me, a new man and more importantly a new husband and father.

Through the month of November I plan on joining in with #BEDN, blog everyday in November which is brought to us by the wonderful  Rosalilium 

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2 thoughts on “What have I learned About Me Lately

  1. I think challenges like this can make you focus more on what’s important to you personally.
    It’s the tough times that test us the most. But never feel undervalued as a parent or partner.. you’ll always be special to them. 🙂

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  2. We love you no matter what and you have to remember we endure more than most, that doesn’t make you a failure as you have been by my side fighting with me for 13 years.
    Here is to a new happy family xxx

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